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All my creations are Mass Effect themed. Most of them are done in or for Garry's Mod. The rest are mini-mods for ME3. Welcome, and enjoy your stay on my page. ^^



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Journal Entry: Wed May 13, 2015, 12:50 PM
  • Mood: Anxious

Three weeks ago, my mother-in-law (she's 87 and living with us, downstairs) fell out of bed, fracturing two vertebra's. She had surgery, with the doctors fixing the injured area with screws. And about a week ago, she had a cerebral apoplexy. It's difficult for her talk and she's confused and aint fully there anymore. She is completely bedridden after the stroke, a nursing case, requiring round the clock tendance.

My husband's forced to quit his job, with both of us taking care of his mum from now on, taking turns in feeding her, turning her over in bed and changing her diapers. We cannot afford a nursing home and have to take care of her ourselves.

I'm sorry if my English is kinda confused and choppy but we're still in shock.

She's coming home from the hospital on Friday, together with a nurse from the home health care center, instructing both of us in patient care; how to turn her over correctly and without harming her injured back, the time intervals we have to check in on her, how to prepare her food, the medications she needs to take and when and how to administer them and whatnot else we gonna have to do and take care of.

My husband's the most important person in my life, I love him with all my heart and soul, and being there for him in the difficult time to come is everything that matters for me now.

I have no idea when or even if I'm able to continue my hobby. And, honestly, my hubby - my family - is the only thing foremost in my mind right now.

I'll upload the calendar I'm currently working on as a farewell gift of sorts. And maybe, just maybe, I'm still able to whip up a few poses for blog and Tumblr but I doubt that I'll have the energy or even desire to work on something bigger. At least not right now...



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I love making comics. This will always include romantic and erotic poses featuring my favorite characters. Lovestory- and erotic elements are my main area of interest; I'm not into generic action poses and prefer content to be passionate and sensual. A complete list of my DO's and DONT's can be found further down. But: all my works here are censored or at least tamed down and confirm with dA's Submission Guidelines for erotic content. The uncensored stuff goes into my blog and LJ:
My LJ is updated regularly. With status updates, testposes, WiPs, and much more.
The name is the only thing that remains from my Dragon Age hype. The blog is long taken over by Mass Effect 3 art. :D
Javik is my favorite character and this also includes erotic poses, featuring him. And Shepard.

Javik's Den
My Tumblr. Strictly NSFW. Javik-centered only. Either solo, with femShep/broShep or both. An online haven for Prothean smut.


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Wolvengra Featured By Owner May 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday.
ShalaRaan Featured By Owner May 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you ^^
Wolvengra Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a problem!! ^^
GrayBeast Featured By Owner May 3, 2015
Happy Birthday~ :3
ShalaRaan Featured By Owner May 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! :lol:
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